Rockets & Underwears

I'm back but there's still something..

2010-04-03T02:21:00.000-07:00

So I've been MIA for sucha long time now! I know I know..I don't update my blog that often these days cause I'm real busy girl right now ! busy with studying and try keepin up w my friends and all :) I hope yguys understand :D

Ups and Downs.

2010-03-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

I know its been ages I haven't updated my blog! That's because I've been through so many things this month and I've no time to write about it every single day. So I guess this is the only time I can actually write all of the things that happened to me before and recently :S :) I gonna make it short and simple :D
Failed my bio test- I studied my ass off for that test but I still don't get what's going on with the female & male gamete shit. I guess that part in the test screwed everything up :/ Oh well,I've plenty of times to make it up to. HOPEFULLY! ENSHALLA :D
Moderately passed! *physics test* THANK GOD :) The test was pretty easy! Besides Im taking core for physics so I've no problem at all :)
OH SATURDAY! I've oral speaking test! *DON'T BE NERVOUS,SHOUT YOUR LUNGS OUT* :D
FML THIS WEEK!

end of story. LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH!- I wanna watch Alice in wonderland <3

Life is treating me good now.

2010-02-05T01:53:00.000-08:00

Me and my mum shopped ALOT yesterday. Surprisingly she found 50 rial on the floor and we spent the money like shit :D she bought me a new bag,bra,underwear,shirt and all :) As for payback,I've to study so hard and get all A's! I love you mama :) And Valentine's day is coming up soon which I don't find it really interesting! Haha :D Valentines are lame,trust me. I'm looking forward for International Day :)

So that's all my babes! LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH :)

Your love is my drug (: J.

2010-02-03T07:49:00.000-08:00

Seriously,I'm in love with this pencil drawing picture :D I think I'll try to draw the same thing but will do a slight change to it :) *orgasming* LOL :D

I'm so HAPPY :)

2010-02-03T03:42:00.000-08:00

I'm so HAPPY because my exams are over,done and finished! :) And tomorrow I can start going out with my friends or go shopping :) It's been ages I haven't go shopping at CCS. So for tomorrow,most probably I'll be going there with my family or go to Aoxxy's house :) I love her so much!
Overall,the exams are pretty hard but I did all of them by will! I just hope that I'll get a very good results by next Saturday or any other day! Thank God,it's over right now so I don't want to talk about it anymore. lmfao :$

Yesterday,I had maybe 3 hours of break.So me and my girlfriends decided to go to CCQ for a few hours just to waste our break time :) So we went there by crossing the FREAKING BUSY ROAD! Oh yeah, I'm still alive! :) Twas me, zara,aoxxy,looley and ghada were crossing the road :D but seriously it was fun crossing the road like a retard! :) So we were all hungry, well especially me! we straightly went to the food court and went to Mcd :) Let me list out all the food that I ate yesterday :D

Double chesseburger 2
Mcflurry
Caesar Salad
sundae ice cream
chicken popcorn :D

I know I ate so much and I borrowed so much money from zeeshan! Me and ghada wasted his ro10 for playing games only! but it was the most fun moment ever! Aw,Ghada :)) I won so many times and youssef can't take the fact that he can't beat me! HA HA.LOSER :P

Then a few hours passed by and we just realized that we've to go back to school in like 15 mins.

So then me and my girlfriends take a taxi cause that's the only way that we can go back to school quickly and without letting the teachers know that we skipped. But as soon as we reached the school, we heard that the principal caught us at CCQ, that's so UNTRUE gay people! :P we were safe for sure. lol :)

After all that shit happened,I was the second last person to go back home.My dad picked me up so late like REALLY LATE,no joking! I swear I was extremely tired yesterday and haven't got the chance to study for physics actually but THANK GOD THE EXAM TURNED OUT TO BE REALLY EASY CHEESY PEEZY :D

So that's all my dear fellows :) Thanks for visiting & really appreciate if you actually take some time to read my blog :)

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obsessed with J's.

Come around is just... so amazing.

2010-01-27T01:34:00.000-08:00

So today I've some time for myself to chill and study for the mocks :) I've 2 days left to study then on Saturday i'll be having my maths,ict and business paper i think? I lost my test schedule paper.I've to ask someone what test will be on that day :S I haven't study all the subjects YET! Well I studied some of the ones that I don't know but I have to STUDY THE ONES I KNOW TOO,YEAH? In case I might forget some of the shit things.
Tomorrow I'll be going to Qantab :) Can't wait for that :D this whole week I've been cover all the oman beautiful places before im going back to Malaysia :( I just heard that i might be going back this year or next year! Hopefully i can stay here longer or move to some other good places :D I really wish that my dad have the chance to move in USA or Australia :) I just hope for that :DDDDD

So there's nothing much to say today. Haha :) Hope yall have a good day :D ily xo

my lover (:

2010-01-26T03:16:00.001-08:00

AWWWWWWWW CHIK :) MY ROMEO!

Safe trip and here I am, just fine (:

2010-01-26T03:10:00.000-08:00

this pic is officially gay. very gay. IN A GOOD WAY :) HAHAH.

i love this picture cos my face look so BIGGGG!

and that's my new phone ;) thanks papa :D despite the fact tht he'll cut off some from my allowance next month! haha :)

AND WOHOO :) I'm so happy :D i love my rasta necklace, i got another one but yeah i've to give to my dear cousin,Fazera :D ily <3

FML.

2010-01-26T02:44:00.000-08:00

I feel like something,something that's stuck in my chest that I really have to get it out now not soon, not later, not tonight or tomorrow.But the thing is if i say it out the words that I'll SAY may hurt you so badly or you may think it's true. The weirdest thing is that I want everything to be perfect but it's impossible. Not only me who wish this to come true but everyone else too,right? So many thoughts that keep on coming and going that left me wondering. I'm still not sure if I'm going to right path or not. I cry so many times but the voice inside me keep on telling me 'a drop of tear won't change a thing' even the word 'sorry'. First I want to be that this that this and now what? seriously,I never make up my mind and stick to one. I just wish that if i want something or i need someone -> I just hope that i can only stick to one and stay longer with it or that 'someone.'

Love Sucks Or Not?

I always think that I'm not good enough to love someone or to be loved by someone.I just hate myself for not doing anything when the 'love' hit me so hard. Is it just because of me or that person or I should just blame it all on LOVE? wait,maybe i was wrong. it's very hard to find a word that can described more than love or more than hate. And I honestly can't stand the phrase ' I love you,Forever .. to death'. there's no such thing called 'forever' in this world. Love did this deliberately,just to hurt me? is that true or not? Is it worth to try or not? there's so many questions pop in your mind and you can't simply answer all of them. But all I know is that when you like someone and that person is not there.You've been waiting for that 'person' ever since..it's totally worth it. It's worth to wait and be patience. I learn something new and that's 'to be patience' . Keep on wishing and be patience.And trust me, one day surprisingly you'll get what you have been wanted for a long time ago.When you finally got that person you'll never let it go. there's many more to say but ...

Bye Baby,I'm Over You .

2010-01-24T03:17:00.001-08:00

WOHOOOOOOO :) DUBAI DUBAI DUBAI! I'M GOING TO DUBAI TOMORROW! WANNA JOIN BABY? Gotta roll that's I gotta do Baby :) <3

I barely know ya..

2010-01-22T01:36:00.000-08:00

A simple drawing from a little kid can lead you to a major success future of your life! :)

Very old movie but yet again it's a good movie with a suspenseful twist :)

After I watched this movie,I feel like dancing and this time I should take it very serious :) You never know what will happen next :D you change it ,you'll get it a good one :)

Lately, I've been listening to A Rocket To The Moon's songs :) Been through a major ups and downs and the only way that can chill me down is listening to his songs :) He's very talented! Beyond words :]

-TIME IS RUNNING OUT KEEP YOUR ASS CONCERATIN AND STUDY STUDY STUDY T.T

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH!

So true.

2010-01-21T03:13:00.000-08:00

Life is like the dice that, falling, still show a different face. So life, though it remains the same, is always presenting different aspects.

You don't have to tell me..I Know.

2010-01-21T03:10:00.000-08:00

I'm genuinely sorry for hurting you so much and take everything not too serious. I've done so many bad things behind you.I may not be the one for you but I try to keep on loving you but I can't. You can't force me to love you again. My feelings towards you just keep on fading away every second. Don't ask me why because I don't know the answer and it will be left unsaid.I keep on thinking and finally I just realized this whole thing happened because of me.It's my fault and I've no right to do the things I had done to you last few days ago. I'm so sorry.I guess I'm not the best girlfriend,the 'perfect' one for you.. either way I think I should just let 'it' go.

I'M SO SORRY.THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY. THE REST I WILL JUST LEAVE IT WITH YOU.

I've been through so much things..but..

2010-01-21T02:32:00.000-08:00

I miss being a happy girl,just like before.

Your love is so unreal for me now.

I can't believe I'm doing all these things without even think about it.Am I the one who did it wrong or it's just you the one that makes me thinking like this way? Driving me nuts and uncontrolled.I just wish this whole shit things could be over and move on. I can't handle it any longer. I just want freedom,that's all I ever wanted.
School is out for 2 weeks.And this time I should really be studying my ass off for mocks! BUT NOOO!!!! that someone needs to really understand me! I need a break to study and maybe after that I'll be solving all these problems. I just wish that I was a smart ass and don't have to worry about exams and shit. But I am who I am now, I can't change it or maybe I can't but it's way harder than I expected it to be. I really want to pass the mocks or any other test. PLEASE GOD HELP ME :) Now, time is running out, Ive only 1 week left before mocks started! And on Monday,I'll be going to Dubai :D Buying a new phone,maybe? Stay there for about 2 days,I guess :D Hopefully,it will be a good trip for me this time and let the shits out of my mind for a while!
Life is treating me real bad right now. It just keep on coming and go away. Please tell me that I can change myself to a better person.I just realized that I lied too much and act as 'not the real me'.I want things to happen like my way but I'm not working on it,so it's impossible,yeah? All the things I'm expected it to be till now it's AIN'T WORKIN AT ALL.
Tbh, fuck my love life. I don't give a shit about it anymore. Be nice and end it.
Now,i just wondering that i should do something new like i have actually try it before but never take it way serious. And that thing is 'Dancing'.I really want to dance and be an absolute amazing dancer. dancing is all about passion,connecting and feelings.
So that's all I have to say for now. I'll be back with new,fresh,clean,GOOD updates to tell you guys :)

My blood is an electric in my veins.

2010-01-15T01:18:00.000-08:00

-So yeah, school is off for 2 weeks. And this 2 weeks is not gonna be FUN because I've to study till my brain juices out! Right after we come back to school is the day that I start my mock exam :( It's so not FAIR,yeah?
-Today I'll go to the beach with my family at 4 and maybe after that I'll go to Japengo. :)
- On Wednesday night i saw him! OMG HE IS FREAKING HOT :) I like when he wears all black. He's so fecking hot. <333333333333
So I'm not gonna elaborate more what I did the last few days ago :D sorry! Im just gonna upload some pics of the movies that I've been watching last few hours ago :D

I WANNA WATCH THIS NEW MOVIE LATER :D

Synopsis:
When a soldier named John Tyree (Channing Tatum) meets an idealistic college student named Savannah Curtis (Amanda Seyfried), it's the beginning of a true romance. Over the next seven tumultuous years, the lovers, separated by John's increasingly dangerous deployment, stay in touch through their letters, meeting in person only rarely. However, their correspondence triggers fateful consequences that neither could foresee.

Be really honest this time. No LIES.

2010-01-07T07:52:00.000-08:00

I just had my allowance today and just blew some bucks for a new bag and clothes :) ate at satinos pizza,eat like shit and now i completely filled with junk food. and i keep on farting :D not ashamed at all :P
maybe next week, I'll go to wahiba sand :D wohoo! taking pictures and stuff :) can't wait.
so not looking forward to go to school on Sat :( I gonna get the final report card on tht day and i've to give it to my parents :( i should say sorry now to my dad :S otherwise, i'll be in a deep deep deep shit! no kidding dude.
I lied too much this time and I just realized that the worst thing I ever did. I think I should tell the truth all the time and be straight forward :D haah :) that's what i do all the time in school xD im not afraid to say it out, tbh.
CBA to take pics these days :/ maybe tmrw aye?
I feel like to get my hair dyed again! HAHAHA :) like brown colour tht I used to have :/ unfortunately I've to wait for 6 months then I can get my hair dyed again whatever colour i want :D
for some odd reason, i found bald guys are hot :D with a very hot biceps & 6 packs x) am i right girls?
i saw aoxxy at CITY CENTRE TODAY :D so adorable! :) hehe iloveyou baby :)
on wed, me,zara and juno oh yeah especially AOXXY! we had so much fun! had a huge water fight, i was like in both side xD ahahaha. zara got wet and aoxxy was like TOTALLY WET

khalas :D haha xD i just noticed that i say I like way TOO MUCH x)

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH-x

A song for Zam :)

2010-01-07T07:33:00.000-08:00

wake up in the morning,
walking through the path,
laying on the waist-deep
green green grass,

and when I turn around all I can see
is a beautiful simplicity
a girl with a pleasant smile on her face,
and oh fuck, i messed up my pants again

when i get in the car.
and there you are again,
i don't mean to stare
but you are everywhere,

the clothes you are wearing,
the way you talking,
i can't stop staring..
i just can't stop staring :)

xoxo

TAE YANG :) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. And TOP :)

2010-01-05T08:06:00.000-08:00

ILOVEYOUUU :)

Please God,Help Me :(

2010-01-05T07:36:00.000-08:00

Exams are over like just yesterday :) And the bad news is that I might get my report card by tomorrow :( Why?!!! :( I just found out my grade for English today and I got like C or D, either way I just hope that I pass! :) Please. I'm so sorry to Zara, Looley & Aoxxy bcos I can't go out with you guys tomorrow. I'm really sorry,maybe next time yeah? :D
So after next week, I'll be going to Dubai hopefully! :) I really want a new phone & dress and all :) But I'm totally broke right now.Seriously, since last year I wish that I can change and like save up lotsa money and spend WISELY. *Please get that in MIND*
Im completely obsessing over Tae yang right now :D I love him so MUCH. all his songs and his styles. OMG. SO HOT MEGA DROP :) I just can't handle it anymore baby ;) ;)
Today, we had a bake sale in break times, it was like ALOT OF PEOPLE. and i ran out of money, so i borrowed some money from Zara,guess I've to pay her back tmw :D Hehe. I ate alot, like babi seriously :P haha, and im supposed to go on diet BUT SOMEONE IS NOT DOING IT WITH ME :( very sad sad story.

END OF STORY. I DONT EVEN WNNA ELABORATE MORE THINGS ABOUT YESTERDAY OR THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY. AHAH :)

PEECCKATURES 2 (:

2010-01-01T02:55:00.000-08:00

Empty.

2010-01-01T01:15:00.000-08:00

This is my song for this year.I don't know why this song suits this year for me,maybe for some reasons that I've been through and I try to fill it with "something" that I can.

Your heart says one thing and your mind wants another. The astral constellation highlights an ongoing conflict between what you think you might want as far as relationships are concerned, and what you know you do want, but are too frightened to ask for. Give yourself a chance and some space to make the right decision. Don't force the issue just because you want everything sorted out.

Peekachuresss :)

2010-01-01T01:11:00.000-08:00

Chik

Happy New Year :) 2010!

2009-12-31T22:35:00.000-08:00

Lets Begin With A New Start! :) Everything Is New,Fresh And Clean *Keep It Tight ;)* I want to say Happy New Years To Everyone! :)
I know, ~~LACKSOFUPDATES~~ these days BUT Im still keeping my blog alive,so don't worry and keep on reading my blog yeah :)
Yesterday, I went to Jabal Al akhdar & Wadi Bani something something *I forgot what's called*! :D Twas so MUCH FUN! and i was freezing to death. The place was like under 0 degrees,seriously! Haha :) I took lotsa pics and I'll post em in a minute okay :) Twas a long trip and I kept on falling asleep. My mum fell down *KARMA* HAHAHAH :) so it's fair for me and my mum :P *secret* LOL. AND I WAS OUT OF CREDIT, that's LIKE OMG TO ME T.T
Oh yeahhhhh :) ON TUESDAY :D TWAS EXTREMELY FUN WITH ZARA,RUBY,AOXXY,JUNO,ZEX,GHADA,ADIL,YOUSSEF& NADIR :) me,juno,ghada & zara took some weird PICTURES! :) OMG i really want those pics right now! it makes me laugh till my head off. HAHAHAHAHAH :) LOVEYOUGUYSSOMUCH! but yeah,not just that! WE GOT IN DEEP SHIT TROUBLE! AHAHAH :) a very good ending to that huh? LOL
I've so many things to change/do for this very new year! :) a very good start of my life hopefully :D I want to say sorry to everyone! :( I wish I could replace everything and make it all okay ;) past stay dead yeah.
I've to write some lyrics for zam :) i'll post it soon yeah zam , loveyoubestie! :D
I want to say SO MANY THANKS to Adib, Aiman & My Mum. For everything, advices and all :) I love you guys! :)

*I thought you'll be there for me when I need you,but you're not.
When I don't need you, you're there and bullshitting all the times.
Am I the only one here that work for the love?
Im giving up right now,sorry.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2010 :)

2009-12-28T08:28:00.000-08:00

NOTHING IS WRONG,NOTHING IS RIGHT.

~~pointlessshitfarkingbitch.~~

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive

Cause everything we've been through

And everything about you

Seemed to be a lie

A guiltless twisted lie

It made me learn to hate you

Or hate myself for letting it pass by

THANK GOD ITS OVER,DOWN TO 2 NOW :(

2009-12-28T02:49:00.000-08:00

~~business test~~ :D i just had my business test jst now,it was pretty easy cos I know which qs will be in the test :D :) so tmrw,i'll be, or maybe having fun dancing in the rain w all ma mates :D love you all, pisscyeeahhhh!will be bloging more later on :) <3 LOVEYOUYWHOLEBUNCH.

2009-12-26T08:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARRYYYY :)

Me & AFEEK! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :D

PICS OF HADI'S BIRTHDAY :)

2009-12-25T02:54:00.000-08:00

LOL :) i think i can upload only tht few pics :P LOL. the others are too big ! HAHAHA :D

2010 :D

2009-12-25T01:31:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year Wish

My Happy New Year wish for you

Is for your best year yet,

A year where life is peaceful,

And what you want, you get.

A year in which you cherish

The past year’s memories,

And live your life each new day,

Full of bright expectancies.

I wish for you a holiday

With happiness galore;

And when it’s done, I wish you

Happy New Year, and many more.

MERRY CHRISTMAS :) AND HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!

2009-12-25T01:19:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I had so much fun with my family :) We went out to CCS and later at night we went to CCC :) Hehe. I met heaps of malaysian & bruneian at CCS :P Haha. We ate at Noodle House. My dad ordered alot of food and I'm filled with food yesterday! Haha :) oh yeah i just had my allowance yesterday and now im down with RO6 in my pocket :) HAHAH. when should I start spending my money wisely,aye?
I took some pics yesterday and i'll post it in a minute okay? :)
I had a fight with my dad :P he's so GAY. like so PONDAN :p HAHAHAH :) seriously :P LOL.
I PUT ALL MY WORK ASIDE. I DONT EVEN GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE :/
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE :) WITH NO SNOW OVER HERE. AHAHA <3

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH-xo's

Twas FUN :)

2009-12-23T21:47:00.000-08:00

Im still keeping my blog alive.Sorry for the lack of updates and stuffs :) So yeah I wanna elaborate more about whats going on last few days ago :) Yesterday, the teachers just gave out the timetable for our mocks exam (Jan-Feb) and surprisingly some people have 4 exams in ONE FREAKING DAY! can you believe that? Sitting on the same chair for idk, like for 6 hours maybe? :/ For the whole week, all students will go back at 4:40? that's so late. While we were doing the mocks, the others, the grade below us and above us will have a 3 weeks off,I think.And when we're finished with the mocks..we only have 2 weeks off :( THAT'S SO UNFAIR.
Chemistry test was pretty hard yesterday but I try my best to fill all the blanks and circle the whole shit things.Maths quiz was easy, I just have to do it again, i think qs 2 the graph, bleh :P
Zara invited me to go to her lil bro birthday pary yesterday at Pizza In :) HAHAH. the funniest thing is that, we saw aoxxy's bro while we were waiting for my driver to come. So me and zara was like OMG! WE'VE TO TELL ARYAFF. so then we saw aoxxy's bus then we told her and she straightly put on her scarf "Innocent" HAHAH :) then she went out so she asked her bro "H,lets go" and her bro was like "im not dropping you off,im going out w my frends". Aoxxy was like" wth,okay then im just gonna to Petra's house". HAHA. So twas a long story :P im not gonna babble the whole shit out. ME AND ZARA ATE ALOT! AYAM AYAM!! AHAHAHAH :) anati,abyan,syam,his sister,the korean look alike dude, hazim, zara,me and their parents and all. I SWEAR THE PINAY CHICK WAS LIKE SHOUTING ON THE MICROPHONE. DUDE WE'RE NOT DEAF OKAY? :D I drank this tobacco sauce i was like at first 'masam2' then i was like NOOOO AIR AIR AIR AIR AIR AIR AIR. i think i drank like 5 bottles of water then I pissed for so many times! HAHAAH :) then i went home with zara. semayang and all. then we watched Jennifer's body :) at hazim's room. twas DAMN COOL :) and not really scary but yeah it's so BOY EATER-ISH. Haha. 'the guy- are you okay?' the girl- *hampus*. the guy: is my dick is to big?' the girl: crying" the guy: whats wrongg...?? the girl: run away. HAHAH :) so funny lah that part :P I didnt take any pics cos i didn't bring my camera ystrdy cos I've no idea tht she gonna invite me :/ hehe. thanks for everything ZARA :) Hehehe. i think i'll take some pics from her blog lter on.. :) haha.

AND TODAY :) I GONNA GO OUT (: AND YEAH SHOPPINNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :)

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH-xo's (:

OH TUESDAYYYYYY :(

2009-12-22T03:14:00.000-08:00

This very right moment its very intense, I mean this whole week is intense wait my life is getting really intense :( OMG.
I think mocks is in 3 weeks time or less than that :( I dont have so much time to study cos TEACHERS KEEP ON GIVING US A TEST/QUIZ! gah :( give us a break dude?
i think the day before yesterday Zara went to my house cos the school must be closed before 1 due to the SQ is using the highway and shit. ahahaa. we tooks some pics , maybe i'll post it lter. im so lazy krang ni eh :/
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ABYAN :) and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HADIII! aww cute hadi :D
Christmas is just around the corner! And I don't have a break for that like wtf yeah? on the same day is Aiman's birthday :) HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY AIMAN!

LATER LAH I WRITE SOME MORE <.< SORRY :( SO MALAS RIGHT NOW.

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH!-xo's

For you (:

2009-12-19T08:22:00.000-08:00

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

OH SAY-TEAR-DAY!

2009-12-19T08:15:00.000-08:00

First of all, I was horrible depressed that my dad isn't here YET. He's acting slightly weird recently. Dont know why :/ Well honestly, I know I'm too young to say this but yeah IF i want to marry someone one day I would always go for a guy who will always care about me and understand me alot and remember every single thing about me.
GOD PLEASE HELP ME THIS TIME. I WANT TO BE A NERD. AND I GIVE UP ANYTHING JUST TO BE THE MOST SMARTEST PANTS IN THIS WORLD :) can you tell me how?
Just finished study Bio for the quiz tomorrow and I still haven't finished ICT hmw cos it's freaking hard! The easiest way is to copy YOUSEF :D Hehe. He's a smartass but sometimes his answers are wrong, oh well who cares aye? GAH IM SO PEMALAS!
MY BLOG IS ACTING VERY GAY! when i say gay i really mean it now! LIKE SOO GAYYYYY! it can even play my fav songs :( HUHU. im so sad right now!
I FELL DOWN just now :) instead of crying i was laughing my head off :F HAHAH :) that was right after i hung up on zara x) bad luck aye? LOL jokes baby, i love you :D
tomorrow I've biology quiz. It will be about nervous system i think? and drugs :) I'm pretty good in knowing about drugs :) Haha. cos IVE been there before. JOKES :)
Oh tomorrow I've to wake up really early, get ready to go to school and make breakfast for my lil bro :) How sweet am I? perasan much~ Haha.
Today I was watching this movie called 'Music And Lyrics'. Honestly Drew Barrymore looks soo PRETTYYYY :) naturally pretty! Can you believe tht? She even looks good without make up.I wish I was her! :) Hehe. So adorable! Then I watched PUNK'D . HAHAHA so damn funnyyyy! Hugh Jack got punkd *idk how to spell his name correctly* ahaha. :) HIS FACE WAS SOOO LIKE DRAMATICALLY SUSPENSE! AHAHAHA :) poor him!
I miss my baby Afeek :( online using ebuddy is not good! hahaa. i talked to him and he didnt reply, i was talking to brick walls. LOL. joking sayang :)
Now at this very right moment! I just wish that I was laying on the ground with full stars up in the sky and just wish that I was one of those pretty bright stars.It will just stay there forever.The brightness of the star shows you how much i miss you :)
This tuesday I'll be having a school trip ! :) going to CCS! HAHA, makan mcam babi tah me and zara nanti x) LOL
and next week, my school will be having a sports day :) BLUE IS THE DYNAMITE ;) ;)
sometimes the moments that we used to shared, can't easily get rid of.
OH :) People go to sleep :) dream you love ones!

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH! -xo's :)

PEECCKATURES (:

2009-12-18T01:52:00.000-08:00

OH Flyday ! :)

2009-12-18T01:28:00.000-08:00

So today is MY MUM'S BIRTHDAY :) Don't you guys wanna wish her 'Happy Birthday' ? Majal :P My dad is not here yet.So prolly he'll come back at night and he's planning to bring my mum to go shopping tomorrow and ask anything from him *maybe*. Haha.
I can't go to sleep yesterday cos I've had a nightmare the other day which is so horrible! So I can't even forget the face! GAHHH. So I think I fell asleep like 12 ish :/ And wasted my time downloading the whole songs from LIGHTS album :D I love her so much :) Envy her!
Took some pictures early in the morning today...and I'll post the pics it in a minute :) Hehe. DW :D
Just finished studying for Business & Chem :) Hehe.
I keep on listening to LIGHTS songs & Lollipop [rock version] :) They rock my socks :)

LIGHTS :)

waiting for my SEXYHOTPOP boyfriend to go online :) IMISSYOUSOMUCH AFEEKKKKKK [:
WAITING FOR ZARA TO UPDATE ME ABOUT YESTERDAY ;0 YUMMY~

ILOVE MC MONG :) Listen to this song :)

OH Tears-Day!

2009-12-17T08:11:00.000-08:00

Me and my MUM :) She means the world to me :)

ILOVEYOUAFEEK (:

First,my dad is out of town for 2 days which mean he's not gonna be here for my mum's birthday tomorrow :/ how can he do that to my mum :( ? I hope he'll make it up to her and do a big surprise for her :) I was the one who's overexcited not my mum :P I love her so much. Happy Early Birthday Mama :)
I think I'll start to go on diet or maybe 'starve-myself-to-death' is more suitable :D Hehe. And most importantly I really want to save my money. Maybe before I go to Dubai,I prolly have 40RO in my purse :) Hehe. The first shop I'll go to is RAGE! ZOMFGDXMUWDNQWE x)
Its nearly come to an end of this month. So I'll be listing out all my wishes for the new year :) and prolly I've a new look for 2010 ;) Me and Zara were planning to go on diet and will loose 4kg at least if it's possible :) Haha. I think there'll be no different :/ or maybe it will be. Just see okay? Hehe
Oh yeah Afeek is coming back tomorrow on the same day as my mum's birthday :) Hehe. i love you sayang :)

Cry in the rain, nothing to say

Lately I wonder, who you are today,
I know all about you, but I don't understand,
Why you wont see me, why things have changed.
Oh baby! Somethings going on,
God knows, I know,
Cos you can't keep nothing from me cos I know what i've seen now,
You can try your best to decieve, but I know where you been now,
And you can cry you heart out to me but its hard to believe,
dont call this love, love!

That's all sayangs!

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH-xo's

Oh Wed-Nuts-Day :)

2009-12-16T07:53:00.000-08:00

Twas the most tiring day ever! I don't know why :/
Mr.D - randomly pms-ing at us.
Mr.S was in my ict class for some random reason I think?
Mr.L gave us alot of fucking homework! And it must due on Sun?! How can it be possible? Gay. SO GAY!
In bio, Aoxxy actually thought a picture of a penus is a VAGINA. weirdass.I guess she doesn't have one thats why she can't tell the difference between a penus & vagina.
In chem, twas kinda fun :) we did this practical thing about endothermic/exothermic reaction :P Haha. And after all of us finished the experiment, Uzur was like putting on his perfume and it smells like FUCKING SHIT. seriously, can guys go shopping and shop for a good perfume? :( like hugo boss perfume at least? :D no offence BOYS. im just telling the truth. HAHA, HAMDAN have a good taste in perfume ;)
Yeah, i just found out that my mum's birthday turns out to be on FRIDAY. on the day Afeek gonna come back :D awww, i love you both! :)
YAHOOOO, I GONNA GO TO DUBAI IN JANUARY :) JEALOUS MUCH :p
HE'S SERIOUSLY A TURN OFF! GAH SMELLS LIKE FART. DONT EVEN WNNA RUN AFTER HIM WITH ZARA :p HAHAHAHA. GO ON ZARA, YOU CAN HAVE HIM.LOL
I think I wnna loose weight this time, should I? But i seriously dont wnna loose my chubby cheeks :) Hehe. I think I should just stay FIT not thin neither fat :D
I just want to wish happy early birthday to my Mum, Aiman,Amierul, who else? Haha. I think only that. DECEMBERIANSSSSSSS! Haha.
Still havent plan anything for the New Year's Eve :( Maybe im not going out. haha.i'm such a good girl? LOL
SOME FREAKING WEIRDO SPAMMERRRR POSTED A COMMENT ON MY BLOG. LIKE WTF . WHO ARE YOU BIATCH?

~~There's nothing left to say~~

~~Don't waste another day~~

~~Just you and me tonight~~

~~Everything will be okay~~

~~If it's alright with you then it's alright with me~~

~~Baby let's take this time let's make new memories~~

~~Do you remember do you remember do you remember~~

~~All of the times we had~~

~~Do you remember do you remember do you remember~~

~~All of the times we had~~

~~Let's bring it back (Bring it back! )~~

ILOVEYOUAFEEKTAUFIQ :)

Ilovethispicture [: *Dakheliya* :P

That's all SAYANGS :)

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH-xo's

Oh Tu-Tu Tuesday ;)

2009-12-15T03:46:00.000-08:00

Life is so intense right now. I can't believe that I put all my work aside and too much time on the internet. I guess I should really pay it back and get my ass up and study till my brain explode!
I heard that Sat will be a day off for everyone because it's a new year for muslims ;)
Next week, for pshe we'll be going to CCS :) and we gonna eat there! SO CAN'T WAIT :)
And tomorrow, we'll be going to the theatre watching this safety road thing'. i want it to be today cos i've double english but then they cancelled it and changed it to tmrw! so gay right?
Zara (: Be happy okay? Cheer up! Don't be ~~SAD~~ * mohammed: miss, there's so many meaning to this word, Alaa: that's a thesauraus! .. me & zara : burst to laughter!*
Khadija lanja me today x) HAHAHA, i think i forgot to say thank you? i DID :D hahaa. so bitchy of me :P
I HAVE TO SAVE UP ALOT OF MONEY T.T
this thursday! :) can't wait!! and FRIDAY too! AFEEEKKKK I LOVVEEEE YOOOUUU SOOO MUUCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH <3 :( I miss you even more.
RUBY: the shape of ahem ahem is showing. HAHAHAAHAH ruby: stop starring at me man! petra: im NOT *still looking* HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
UZAIR aka UZUR smells like SHIT TODAY IN CLASS. SMELLS LIKE 'COCKNUT' AHAHAHAH. uzur: can you stop whining? petra: okay FOR YOUR FUCKING SAKE :P

That's all baby ;)

I saw you walk away from the life we had. One day you'll relize im the best you had. I saw you walk away from the life we had. One day you'll relize im the best you had

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH!

Oh Hey Monday! [:

2009-12-14T01:40:00.000-08:00

So school is out for 2 days right now :) and most prolly I've school tomorrow and my homework diary will be fully fill with heaps of hmw from each subs, i guess?

ILOVEDANNYFERNANDES.He's so hot & his voice melts me :/ jangan jealous okay sayang Afeek :) ? ILYT <3
Just finished install msn live & plus :D
It's fucking suny right now, and the clouds colour is not even changing :/ very sad story yeah?
4 days left and Afeek will come back :D i miss him so terribly.
My mum just had a morning coffee with her 3 best friends. haha :) they're like lmfao-ing every second. beysa lah org suke bergossip kan? ;) ;)
i'm so full right now. just ate this yummy popia, karipap tht my mum's friend bring just now :D gonna eat em all up after this :D
3 days left and then BIG SURPRISE for someone special in my life :D its my mum's birthday. how old are you mummy? 39 or 40? soz, i dont remember and can't be bother to ask :/ HAHA. so kurang T.T
now, webcamming with Zara <.< HAHAHA. ~~kecutpukiakueh LOL~~
some random guy commented on my youtube account saying 'iloveyou' like wtf man? so random! i swear i gonna delete my youtube account and made a new one with new videos as well ;)
IM SO ADDICTED TO YOUR LOVE AND I CAN KICK IT ;) ;)
oh damn, tht guy is like so ugly, but oh yeah his voice is amazing. oh one thing, he looks gay :D zara knows about this ;) ;) HAHAHAHAH. LMFAO.

Yesterday i was like watching this movie called ' License to Wed'. it's such a good funny movie but that fucking father ruined the whole wedding thing. how can a couple before they get married they must not do sex, not even a kiss?! ? <.< and ask the bride to drive with her eyes close? stupid kan kan?

'Definitely Maybe'. UHHMAAZZZIINNGGGGGG (: & 'THIS CHRISTMAS' <3
so that's all my fellow readers :D thanks for reading ;)

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH!-xo's

Sunday's Night (:

2009-12-13T07:16:00.000-08:00

Well, nowadays I'm very active on Blogspot cos there's nothing good to do. I miss Afeek so much :(
Just talk to Zara otp just now ;) that was pretty long conversation. ~~kecutpukikudgarkau~~
Hahahahahaha ;) MY LIL BRO was like MUNTAH this evening :L and im the one who had cleaned it off :/ fark twas smell like the shizzledizzlemoozlle.
My parents went off to the dentist with my lil bro too ;) ~~patahgigimakaku~~
omg omg omg :D my mum baked a blackberry pie, chocolate cheesecake this evening :D it's so fucking tasty!
remembering the Penang Restaurant in KL ;) ;) someone :P Haha.
my mum though Frankie J was pinoy at first?! HAHAHAHAHAH. lmfao :P

~~don'tplayagamewithagirlwhocanplaybetter.~~

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH-xo's

Oh Sunday (:

2009-12-13T01:32:00.000-08:00

Since it's raining heavily since yesterday till now, the school informed all the parents that there's no school today (:
I talked to my boyfriend yesterday.Twas so much fun. I tell him every single thing what's going on recently ;) ;) Unfortunately,he had to go to KK like a few hours ago? i think so. :( and come back on Friday :) I will wait for you baby! iloveyousomuch
Zara told me so many times to watch the movie called Radit & Jani. She even wrote it in my homework diary book.So i guess I HAVE TO for Zara's sake ;) Haha, love you
My mum's birthday is coming up soon (: i think it'll be on this Thursday :D OMG, so can't wait for that! I bought her something last time but that wasn't enough, i've to buy more ;) LOVE YOU !
Some attention whores seriously need to get a life! Pakai tudung bukan maksud yer alim okay?
OMG :) Chace Crowfard! :D :D Hehe.
I took some new pics of me :)
I miss you Afeek :) ILOVEYOUSOMUCH :D :D

goofy: pink or purple?
boo:pink :D
goofy: i thought you gonna say purple :(
boo: wait, are you talking about favourite colour or what?
goofy: erm,
goofy: pink or purple?
boo: purple :D HAHAHAHAAH.
goofy: nah you already said pink at first :P
boo: can i choose in between?
goofy: maybe..
boo: :D

`-I'm talking bout' candle light dinners

Trips around the world
There's nothing I wouldnt give her,
If she was my girl
She'd never see the winter
Take a second and dream
I'll show you things you'll never believe

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH-xo's

My weekend goes so amazingly fast.

2009-12-11T07:42:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow's School!
Its FUCKING RAINING RIGHT NOW :) OMG, for the first time in this year, wohoo! :)
Didn't finished my art, maths and business hmw :(
Weheeee (: can't wait for Afeek to go online , ily sayang (:
Kawan lupa kawan?
OMG, i forgot to call looley ._. Im so dead right now.

That's all :) Haha. so Bored.

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH xo's

From now on,NO MORE PARTY :(

2009-12-11T01:52:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,I went to CCQ to buy some stuffs for my si kecil Zara :) Even my mum bought something for her.
I bought some new Hello Kitty things :) And now Im broke :/ My dad keeps on lecturing me that I should really save some pocket money starting from now and spend it wisely. It's so TRUE. I should do that :)
I finished doing my ict homework. The rest I just I leave it just like that and copy it from someone tomorrow. So not in the mood for doing hmw right now :( Art hmw, it's so fucking hard man :/
Tomorrow is Sat :( Huhu, school day! Damn, from tomorrow I MUST START STUDYING FOR MOCKS! PLEASE GOD HELP ME T.T DONT MAKE ME FEEL FUCKING LAZY THIS TIME :(
and HANDSOMEBOYFRIEND! :) he's coming back tmrw :D Iloveyousomuch ^.^ Have so many things to update him.

So I guess that's all for now, will write some more later on :)

LOVEYOUWHOLEBUNCH xo

Happy birthday to Zara :)

2009-12-10T08:23:00.000-08:00

Twas fun yesterday night! Had so much fun with all the bsm peeps and my gang :)
Zara looked so cute yesterday night with the mickey mouse ears! Hehe. she's 17 this years old this year.haha getting older aye? iloveyou :)
I didn't eat much yesterday cos idk i was not in the mood :( imisshimsomuch.
I didn't take so much pics, but tht doesnt mean that i dont have some, i'll upload them soon aye :)
Can't sleep very well :/ cos i fucking damn miss him so much :(
AFEEEKKKKKKKKKKK ;( i want you to be here right by my side. gay :( i gonna wait for till sat :)
i've lotsa things to tell you sayang ^.^
I took some pics from Anati & Zara :D hope yguys dont mind ;)
bought some hello kitty stuffs and some prezzie for my sayang Zara :)
didn't go sawadi beach today, instead went to CCQ. :)
spend money wisely this time aye?

Its me (: Being gay LOL

Giving a blowjob to the balloon (Y) HAHAHHA :) JOKES, ily rastee :)

Aoxxy,my peanut butter.Ruby & Lali behind Aoxxy :)

Me and the Birthday Girl (Zara) Ilovehersomuch :)

Lali :) SHOCKED! big one eh? ;) ;)

My girlfriends :)

Peanut butter & jelly FOREVER :)

Right (I gave tha cake to Zara,my mum baked it ;) & the left one zara's mum bought it :D)

aoxxy, me & ruby

Zara (:

me & ruby

ZARAAAAA (:

Christopher Drew

2009-12-07T08:32:00.001-08:00

ChristopherDrew(L)Hehe :)

CWFW! :)

2009-12-07T07:44:00.001-08:00

I really can't wait for this Wednesday :) It's Zara's Birthday! :)
WOHOO,Bbq & Dancing Floor,Lucky Draw and everything else.
I've the feeling that it'll be sucha an amazing day :) InsyaAlahh :)
IloveyouAfeek! <3

Yet Just Another Day Of My Life :)

2009-12-06T07:31:00.001-08:00

Firstly,I just want to wish Happy Belated Birthday to my grandma :) I miss her so damn much! I'm really sorry that I was not there with you on this very special day for you :/ I really do ;D

*Cinta yang indah, sebuah perjuangan untuk pembuktian yang penuh dengan kekuatan. Harapan yang hampir kandas, tetapi tetap mampu berjuang menembus batas. Hingga akhirnya semua menjadi hal yang indah. Cobalah untuk memahami arti cinta di film ini.*

So yesterday I spent the whole time watching Realita cinta dan rock n roll movie, virgin 1 movie, virgin 2 bukan filem porno movie & love is cinta movie :D Im in the mood for Indonesia movie! I must admit compare to Malaysia movies, Indonesia is way more better in making movies :) TBH!

-So now my holiday is coming to an end.Mostly,I spent the whole time just staying at home,going to CCS and chatting with my superhotbum (: I miss him so much :(

- School starts tomorrow! so GAY! Obviously looking forward to see my girlfriends <3>

I finished reading my Ritual and Legacy book just today :) It's a very good book with two passionate,romantic novels with a sinister and suspenseful twist :D OBVIOUSLY its related to vampire.Im so vampiric :P Though i don't give a shit about twilight and all but I STILL LOVE VAMPIRE SO MUCH! it excites the shit out of me! LOVE WHOLE BUNCH! since i finished reading it already, now i just have to wait for the next book called 'bloodlust & initiation'. and oh yeah, i bought the twilight book the other day. I KNOW IM SO LAST YEAR-ISH :P

RECENTLY! THERE'S SOMEONE TRYING TO MESS AROUND WITH ME. I'VE THE FEELING THAT PERSON IS SOMEONE THAT I KNOW OR CLOSE TO. THAT PERSON SERIOUSLY DON'T HAVE SOMETHING GOOD TO DO! IF I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, YOU KNOW WHAT I'LL DO TO YOU, I MIGHT JUST EAT YOU UP OR FORGIVE YOU IF I FEEL LIKE IT BUT STILL :/

Msn Convo:

Zainah:Heyyy!!!

Me: hey, who are you?

zainah: none of your business

me: wtf, who are you?

zainah: your secret crush

me: err,okay..

me: are you a girl or a boy?

zainah:boy xp

me: erm, but why does your name seems like a girl name?

zainah: my parents are dumb :S

me: dont blame them

zainah: why? anyways, im MALESIAN , and you are japenise yeah? [very bad at spelling indeed]HAHA.

me: you dont even know how to spell it out :P im malaysian as well :P

zainah: xP

zainah: im really close to one of your friends, that's the same school as you!!!

zainah: i see you everyday at school :D

me: wtf

zainah went offline.

Yesterday's convo.

zainah: wsup

me: nm

zainah: your bf got mad at me

me: good.

me: who are you?

zainah: i told you secret crush!!!!!!

me: wtf

zainah: yknow what i just waste my time talking to you, i like you but...

So then i know this person is kinda acting really weird. so i decided to give my bf his/her email to talk him/her. He talked to him and still that person acting so DUMB! can't even spell out the word nerd ?! HAHAH :) SO YEAH SEXYBUMBUM AFEEK (: Thanks for helping me throughout this shit and all :) I really love you! I mean it :D and again thanks!

Nicole! Baby,I'll always be there for you and stand for you no matter what. People are just jealous because you're way more smarter & prettier than them! Trust me, they have nothing to do :/ seriously they need to get a life! if i was in miri now, i'll try the person who try to bring you down and smash them till their heads off :D hehe. ILOVEYOUBABY :)

Coming up soon!

Going to Sawadi beach on this thurs :) PDO annual party!
Happy EARLY BIRTHDAY TO ZARA :) I LOVE YOU BAIE :D
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMMMMMMMMMM :D I LOVE HER TO THE MAXXXXXXX!
Happy early birthday to Aiman!
Happy early birthday to Amierul : Faz's big bro :)
CAN'T WAIT FOR NEW YEAR'S EVE! NEW WISH! :)

ILOVEYOUAFEEK! :)

[SAYANG, i took this off from fb x) ILOVETHISPIC .HAHAHAH,pandaikan? Haha, i know you'll say 'sayang ani bah' AWWW :)]

~when i'm with youI'll make every second countcause i miss you, whenever your not aroundwhen i kiss youi still get butterfliesyears from nowi'll make every second countwhen i'm with youwhen i'm with youwhatever it takesim not gonna break the promise i made~

The week before the last holiday :)

2009-12-06T07:30:00.001-08:00

Hello!Gayyyyyy, its been ages I haven't updated my blog :( I've been MIA for a long long time.Did I miss something? Bet No.I guess you miss something about me :D Hehe. So let me update with you with everything I'd done recently :D So one month ago, my school was having a Mufti Day which means all the students have the chance to wear anything they want like jeans, skirts and tank top or whatsoever :D I wore this cute cheetah cardigan with white dress inside & tight jeans :D Hehe. I'll uplaod the pics later & post it here,dw :D On the same day, Zara came to the school! :D i was eating bugger then i saw this freaking cute asian girl and it was Zara, i know her from before from my friend :D hehe. LOL, she's gay babi :P i loveyouZARA :)

After that, my school was having a National Day! :D Me & Zara have decided to wear Omani dress, thanks to Looley so MUCH! Without her help, me & zara will be looking so ugly on that day xD HAHAHA. NO! i'll look pretty not zara :P JOKES. && yeah, we took lots of pics and all. Then i went back home and waiting for Zara to upload the pics and stuffs.

So yeah :) What else huh? I think only that, I think so xD But now WEEEE!!!!! the school is out for 1 week & 2 days :P HAHAAH :) This is our Aidil adha cuti :D HAHA. And on 5th Dec we'll back to school and on wed it'll be ZARA's BIRTHDAY :D i can't wait for that! :D :D

My new Blogspot :)

2009-12-06T07:29:00.001-08:00

Hello People!This is my new Blogspot account.I've deleted my old account,dont't ask why.I have so many to tell you about what's happening over here but wait till I finished with my exams and all,okay :) :) So I hope you had a very nice day!

xoxo

Hey People :)

2009-12-06T07:13:00.001-08:00

This is my new blog :)